hindi ko na kinakaya ang anim na oras na byahe araw araw. nung una akala ko ayos lang, dahil mas madaling umupo na lang sa bus kaysa maglakad ng malayo at magpalipat-lipat ng sasakyan. nagkamali ako. minsan, kailangan ko pang tumagal sa trabaho para sagutin ang tawag ng mga katrabahong nasa ibang panig ng mundo. lumalala pa ang ubo ko. araw-araw nang masakit ang ulo ko sa kakapuyat. tumataas na rin ang presyon ng dugo ko. kahit na pinipilit kong kumain ng tama gaya ng prutas at gulay ay hindi sapat yun para sa katawan ko. sinubukan ko rin uminom ng mga bitamina pero kulang pa rin ang lakas ko. hindi ko rin kaya nang mag-ehersisyo dahil sa panghihina ko. hay! anu ba 'tong pinasok ko? sana makahanap na ako ng tirahan para matapos na ang lahat ng ito. mahirap magkasakit.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Sunday, November 18, 2007
now you know
i won't apologize
and i know that you are not sorry
now you know
that i just don't get even
'coz most of the time i get
worse
Posted by dean at 3:04 PM 1 comments
Labels: senti mode
Saturday, November 17, 2007
tukso, layuan mo ako!
i've seen this place a thousand times
i've felt this all before
and every time you call
i've waited there as though you might not
call at all
i know this face i'm wearing now
i've seen this in my eyes
and though it feels so great, i'm still afraid
that you'll be leaving anytime
we've done this once and then you closed the door
don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
i've caught myself smiling alone
just thinking of your voice
and dreaming of your touch is all too much
you know i don't have any choice
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
we've done this once and then you closed the door
don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away...
say you love me
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
take it all away
or take it all away
Posted by dean at 11:36 AM 4 comments
Labels: senti mode